All posts in category People Irritate Me
Posted by verbalbanter on January 7, 2013
♥ Remember It’s Just Another Day.
This has helped me when I have felt lonely, down or unable to participate in any holiday happiness. You are not alone.
Posted by verbalbanter on December 24, 2012
When expectations and a sense of obigation are present, feelings of stress usually arise. When my stress gets too high, I generally begin to shut down. Depression starts to take hold, I become highly irritabile too easy, too often and I tend to want to retreat (to my bed). Holidays usually brought on this scenario for me and I felt dread at the upcoming holiday gatherings. Then, I learned I could choose to “not” attend and tell friends and family that I was simply not up to it.
Several years in a row when my coping skills were no match for my depression and anxiety, I stayed home. I avoided many Thanksgivings’, Christmas’, whatever “it” was. When I stayed home, in my safe place I would experience mixed emotions: 1) I would feel happy that I was not under so much stress and 2) recognized I had made a choice and that choice often left me feeling a little sorry for myself, that I was at home all alone. I know that sounds a little crazy, like both sides of a coin. But, it is what it is.
Now I take a slightly different approach yet, still effective in managing stress that tends to accompany my sense of obligation. I tell myself that I can always LEAVE. To show up and bear as much as I can until I am done, then say my goodbyes (even if it is before a meal, or whatever). Knowing I have this OUT, seems to remove a lot pressure. There are times that I leave and other times when I stay. I monitor how I am feeling during the event and if I notice I am feeling upset, angry, hurt, ignored, worried, etc. I can take an action to try to change it and if that doesn’t work, I can leave and go where I am comfortable (for me, this is home).
As I’ve grown older I realize that the Time spent with loved ones’ is more important than almost anything. I spend time, when I feel I am able to. Now I know they wont always be there to go and visit.
Posted by verbalbanter on December 18, 2012
There are those time when I stop and think, “Gee Thanks!” sarcastically. These incidents stem from one of those Golden Rules: Treat Other’s How You Want To Be Treated.
THE MOVIE THEATER: I was to meet a family member at the movies, an occassional excursion and expense I partake in. Maybe 2 times a year I go to the movies, it’s too expensive, too loud and others chatter, have phones that ring, etc. I just find it a poor experience that I have to PAY for. Thus, I typically refrain and watch the movies on dvd or t.v. I arrived at the theater about 5 minutes early almost bought us both tickets, my surprise treat. Instead I decided to wait for their arrival. I kept waiting and then the movie start time had arrived and I presumed was still showing all of those previews, I phoned the person I was waiting for and the call went to voicemail. I assumed she was driving and didn’t want to pick up and risk getting a ticket. I continued to wait and with 3 more calls to voicemail I began to worry. 20 minutes into the movie I stood outside still waiting, still calling as panic rose inside me. I envisioned my family member in a terrible car accident, couldn’t answer her phone and might be hurt. I began leaving frantic messages on her voicemail.
Distraught I drove home and jumped online to see if there were any reports of auto accidents in the stretch of highway between her home and the theaters. This was not an easy task locating such info. I ended up taking a tranquilizer, I was so distressed! I continued to wait for a call or any information.
Hours later I got a phone call that the person I was meeting was both home and pissed off that I didn’t show. I felt both relief and terrible confusion. I then thought about the event and what had happened was that she arrived earlier than I had, she purchased her ticket decided to not wait out front as we had discussed. Went inside, turned her phone off and watched the movie.
I was angry that I was not only willing to wait for her but wait 20 minutes beyond the start of the movie for her, out front as planned and she did not have the same courtesy.
THE BOOK: A friend of mine and I went to the taping of a popular tv show, at the end of the taping we were all to get a free copy of their latest book. It was to be mailed to a central location and we would all have to go back there to pick up our copies individually. (We had been part of an organzied tour)
My friend and I kept calling over the following weeks and no book, I had mentioned I would be happy to pick up her copy to save her the drive (she lives about 20 minutes further away) and I could give it to her over lunch, she was happy with this offer. The day the books arrived the tour company phoned us all to come pick them up. She sent me an email letting me know she got the phone call and to tell me the book(s) were in just in case I didn’t get a call. Later, that night (after a busy day) when I read the email message I offered (again) to pick her up the copy meant for her. The response I received left me feeling FLAT; ” I already went and got my copy but, thanks anyway”
Uh, did you even think to ask if you could help me out? Pick up a copy for me? I guess not!
In both instances, I’ve ended up feeling hurt. Maybe I am just a big sissy but these are my feelings. The phrase; “Gee, Thanks a lot for not considering me!” seems to fit.
Posted by verbalbanter on December 17, 2012
I purchased through Groupon a special 2-hour Housecleaning services thru Stel’s Housecleaning as a special treat for myself. Today is the day we scheduled for housecleaning at 8:30 a.m., it is now 9:30 a.m. and I just got a call that they can’t find the place. After confirming the address and directions it became apparent they initially wrote down the wrong street name ( which sounds a little familiar in that both streets start with the same letter, and that’s all that’s familiar ). They were 5 minutes away and 20 minutes have now passed since the call ended. Hmmm
1/2 hour later one person from Stel’s housecleaning showed up to clean, not two. After 2 hours she told me she had gone over the 2 hour mark and it was time for her to leave.
- None of the waste baskets had been emptied.
- The bed sheets were not changed ( I had put a fresh set on top of the bed and the existing comforter and sheets pulled back, almost off ). I discovered the comforter on the bed had been pulled up and when I pulled them back the sheets remained in a crumple underneath near the foot of the bed.
- The toilet was not cleaned.
- Entry by front door was very poorly vacuumed, with stuff all over the carpet still remaining.
- The living room was never touched, she didn’t even go in there. ( It badly needed vacuuming at very least )
I am shocked and greatly disappointed at the level of service received. They charge more than most in the area and this is what you get, I am glad that I didn’t pay full price via the groupon deal. I still feel ripped off. I do not recommend using this housecleaning service.
Posted by verbalbanter on December 15, 2012