The day started out fine, coffee brewing and dogs playing under foot. Oh wait, I had very low blood sugar 77 this morning, as I am learning to about diabetes. My usual numbers are in the 300 area, so 77 is way too low for me. This might explain the rest of my day.
When I found myself in front of a lady who stated my medical bill for the day was over $200.00 and the money I had brought along would not be even close, I began to feel helpless and hopeless as I explained I didn’t have that much. When asked if I wanted to put balance on a credit card tears welled up and began to fall, my credit cards are currently all maxed out. Eventually, we came to an agreement and the panic I had been feeling quickly ushered me out the door.
Arriving home, eating something I felt drained and depressed. I took a nap thinking that would help, I awoke feeling the same. Now as night settles in, these deflated feelings linger.