Are you in Heaven? I know you didn’t believe in Heaven, in God. Oh, I just discovered tears welling up in my eyes not because of your belief’s or lack of but because I am finally writing about you, to you. This is clearly going to be a personal tearjerker ( category ) endeavor for me, but long overdue.
When I think of you, is that you being near? Or is it simply part of my random thoughts and memories?
I recall several years back a conversation with an older man ( not you, you didn’t live that long ) about Heaven and what it might be like. During this conversation, I felt tears come to my eyes and stated that I hoped I didn’t see you there, I didn’t want to see you there because you usually terrified me, made me feel bad about myself and passed down this often unbearable depression. Now, I’m not so sure about those declarations, maybe seeing you in Heaven would heal my wounded soul.
I am crying, will return to this topic as soon as I am able.
Visitors, Readers What are your thoughts?